Thursday, November 24, 2011

give us life again.





yeayhhh. itu diaa. haha :)
saje nak upload pic ni. best kot masuk JPA. aku di spesifikan utk bidang paramedik, RAm (road accident management).
tapi mase sabtu, 19 nov 2011 yg lalu, kitorg jadi medik untuk Rugby UMP.
yang kat atas ni team XSHARK. senior2 UMP. yang pensyarah pun ade. yang student of course lah ade. thanks to akak2 dari klinik ump. takde depa, tak jalan lah keje kitorg. 

:)





Saturday, November 19, 2011

i miss you

 my dslr :(
tolonglah. nak balik nak amik.
nak ayah.
ibu.
heih.
wake up dany.
oh ye.
period pain.
after 3 month, baru skrg cik bulan datang.
-____-"
boleh faham tak?
no one will.
The One always.
Allah!



Friday, October 14, 2011

right after this,

i'm going to die i guesssssssssss



Seriously. These are my reactions

I just need to get this off my chest. I like this boy. I guess. I’m not quite sure but I think I like him. There’s this friend of mine, he teased us both a lot. saying him and I were both couple when we’re not. Hee. I don’t mind getting teased by my friend cause it is not true. I’m not dating him anyway so yes, I ignore it. But I get shy when people teased me for something that you know, kinda oh well you know how the story goes right? :P Hee. But then, I realized maybe I like him, the one who got teased with me. I don’t know why, just maybe there is something between us or so thats what I think. hmm :/ He’s cute, charming, crazy, loveable not to mention he is so hot. I get shy when I see him but try to act normal as possible ==” When he smile, ohmyyy. My world just spin around like merry go round :) His smile is like a cure :) you don’t need an apple a day to cure when you have him :P hehe.
 I think he knows I like him. hmm. I don’t know maybe cause I make it obvious X.X damnit danny you did it again x.x Can’t help it, he is too charming. hee. I love love love teasing him. I just wished that by teasing, making jokes is to make he smile, laugh if possible, he would like me, fall for me,like me. I  just love to make people happy and smile, laugh cause life are too short to be miserable. hee. How I wish he knows I try hard to make him smile :) But then I don’t think he like me just because hmm I can be very annoying sometimes. I don’t know. I feel like I lose the game even before I’m in the game. you get what I mean? :/ I’ve been out of this game called love for too long and maybe Im rusty but I still got that charm, I think. hmm. Maybe Im dreaming, maybe Im too hopeful. Maybe Im the only one who play the game the whole entire time. But I swear he like me too… but maybe again, Im dreaming. hmm. It is just sad you know, you can’t have someone that you like so badly. Sometimes when you feel like you found the one, you’ll end up dissapointed.  I don’t want to feel that again, and again. I hate being used, I hate it when that someone you love take you for granted. Thats why I tell myself very often when Im about to fall for someone , 
” hey, you don’t like him, you just attracted to him, probably he has someone that he like, someone special, he’s never going to notice you, stop liking someone for no reason . ” 
that is some of the things I tell myself very often nowadays. It is just hard you know, after being dissapointed by someone that you care so much, suddenly you don’t know what love is anymore. Okay, what the hell did I just said ==”
p/s : the heart got to speak what it feels somehow. sorry if  I bored you :)








Wednesday, October 12, 2011

kurang ajarnya tetap santun

kalau memuji, tapi menghina di balik pokok,
kalau bersuara lantang di bawah tempurung,
manakan sama dengan membakar seluas padi hitam
manakan sama menempik sekeliling pekan?


kalau memburuk sesuatu yg masih di sanjung,
kalau memetik bunga lari jauh-jauh,
padankah hendak diduga si biru tua?
padankah membakar gunung berapi?


kau fikirlah anak muda lanjut usia.











Tuesday, October 11, 2011

M E

I shouldn't play with my emotion. I got a lot of strong words to make me stay strong but when it comes to you, I lost. I wonder if my eyes blind. I shall stop doing things I don't like to do, I shall stop hoping. I shall.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

morning thought.













bukan bahasaku

kalau dibilang pada bahasa, ya nggak papa.
mana-mana aja sama , yg penting mesej nya itu turun ke naluri.
bukan mau kamu kekagetan, tapi rasanya ya nggak apa-apa.


kenapa manusia itu lari terus dari problemnya? bukan kah kesulitan itu didirikan sendiri?
untuk apa akal tercipta? yang pasti bukan hanya untuk menyatukan satu raga.
dan mengapa kamu bercinta?
untuk dilukai kek, untuk dijadikan pacaran masa muda kek, apa untuk jadi pendorong mu?
atau mungkin kalian yang terdorong untuk terus angkuh menjadi manusia yang lupa tentang dari mana asalnya usulmu.


kamu nggak harus gitu doang.
nggak ada gunanya menyimpan perasaan berbeda dalam hati.
cintamu juga nggak akan suci.
lalu jiwa ku terdera. 


nggak ada raja yang bakal tumbang kerana maharaninya.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

keluar lagi

haha.kat sini sumpah mati kutu. tp seb baek sini boleh kuar. tambang pun mcm lagi murah. sebab sewa kete sejam baru rm 5, minyak kancil pun brape sgt lah kan? so, kalau dah bosan sangat tu, mmg ke kuantan lah aku terbang. mane ade boring sgt kuantan tu? cume yelah, barang depa mmg mahal2 nak mampuih. padahal jual dekat pasar malam aje -.-


Sunday, October 2, 2011

The truth may hurt.


tolong lah nak sangat beg, kasut kulit dengan baju mcm ni :(






I'm tired of being all alone.


i don't know if you're gone.



times change, people change but still,
the memories stay.




i wish you were here.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Thursday, September 29, 2011

E U R O P E

so much things running in my head. I just couldn't take them off from this brain.But still wanna tell the world. I have a dream! EUROPE . yes . I want to be there so badly. Dreadfully want to be there. Love to be there.  I really want to be there :(


i don't know why. its not about the movie i watch, but its about heart. i wanna take my heart away. but i'm not a Juliet. i'm just a high tech-digital world Cinderella i guess. bla bla bla. there is one song playing in my player. i should keep it hide from friends. they will definitely laugh me. i know this is like, wasting my time. but who cares? i really wanted to be there. Do you think I can be there? surely you said NO right? :(



can you see the colorful buildings ? it's beautiful isn't it? see the cruise? how lovely to have a tea on the cruise, isn't it? 

Ya Allah, please?
:(



would like to put this song but i have some problem with the internet here -___-"

We question what we are
This I spent the best so far
And I miss you
When we're apart


I... I barely even know you

You rarely do this too

I don't usually talk to strangers
Until I met you



CHORUS:

And this feeling shall last

This feeling shall last
We are proud to know to not to know
That we are strong enough to let it go
And this feeling shall last
This feeling shall last
I could be a thousand years apart
And you always have my heart



Well this has been nice

We'll meet again sometime

But I can't promise you
'Coz I'm flying away



When I'm (on) top of some building

In?

With the lovely view
I'll think of you



(Chorus)



We're going that backpack intrigue

We're traveling around Europe

And 7 different languages
And learn how to say Hello
Oh will you do stop by the Eiffel Tower
We'll drive around Rome
Before we head on home



It's a small world darling

And we are still young

We might be so far away
We might just meet again someday

Monday, September 19, 2011

earthquake

Mungkinkah khayalan akal mainan minda?Atau lamaran puitis dengan hasrat yang indah?Kau selalu di hati tidakku dekati.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

happy eid :)


selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin. 
maaf lah kalau tak personally text or call untuk mintak kemaafan, sebab dany dah khilagan number2 awak sume.
kite sbagai manusia ni memang biasa buat salah. tapi untuk maafkan seseorang tu sesuatu yang luar biasa sekranya kita tidak biasa buat benda tu kan?
dany sangat rindu-rindu nak sambut raya macam tahun tahun lepas.
tapi tape, mungkin ade hikmah semua ni kan? :)
awak semua janganlah nak main mercun sangat taw? bukan apa, bahaya! makanlah berpada-pada, kumpul duit raye, bukan mintak sedekah .
itu due bende berbeza.
kalau ada tersalah kata, terasa hati, tak puas hati, rasa nakmengamuk tgk dany, dany minta maaf sangat2.
dany pun dah maafkan dah semua2 yang dany rasa dany tak puas hati ke ape2.

salam dari saya
nursyahidabintimohamed@mohdjunid
<3 

Sunday, August 28, 2011

PASO BUMBONG !

hai hai hai ;D 

Alhamdulillah, keadaan terkawal. hihihi. igtkan mule-mule tu nak drive,jumpe mein dgn yg lain kt Benafe. tapi diorg dah datang amek.thnks Add :) so after an hour, kitorg bebual n buang masa, maka sampailah si Arif, bersama-sama bidadari Athira dan Aria. okay yang tu gang triple A. haha . dan mase nak bbuke tu, alkisah sampailah Julinda, Fatin dan Dayah bertiga. Sekalian hamba Allah itu memulakan lah berbuka puasa mereka dengan hidangan kurma, Nasi Ayam Penyet dan sebagainya. Oh ye ramai tgur, "Dany kau tak sentuh sambal ke?" sebab mmg tak usik pun sambal belacan tuh. haha. no,its not that tanak mengaku melayu, tapi mmg aku kurang sket mkn pedas nie :) *bcoming husband pls take note xD

then startlah perjalanan kitorg yang pada tujuan asal mmg nak pegi ke Paso Bumbong anjuran JOHO. ssesampai di sana, truslah kami beramai2 memakir kereta dan bjalan2 di kawasan sekitar. oh mann! best gile kot! even hujan, sume nye berjaln dengan lancar. yeay, dapatlah aku ape yang diinginan selama ini. tee JOHO tuh ha.haha oh ye di sana, macam buat gathering pulak. jumpe old school friends, SHAKIRA, SHARK, OPIE and many more lah.. Oh tak lupe jugak the boys, MYRULL, IRSYAD, SHUK,HASSAN and ade bdk dari ngeri 9, (tapi mamat ni malu nk tgur aku, dah balik bru die bbm) dan rmi jugak lah yg dkenali. hhoho.

best. kat situ macam satu platform untuk merapatkan anak-anak Johor. and yang best tu die bukan stakat jual2 barang2 baru or pre loved, malah ade fashion show, open mic. hah! class kau jah! hihihi. best gila.


one part tak boleh blah, Fatin pun pandai buat-buat cakap Filipin.hahaha. MAHAL KITA! 

haha.oh ye, dah balik tunjuk kat akak, die jeles babe! hihihi. so dengan murah hati, blanjlah die satu Tee. thanks so much to Irsyad sbb anta baju tu kt umah. appreciate it. kesian gile dekat si comel neh. dah lah penat2, tibe2 nak mlayan kerenah aku pulak. hahaha. thanks. Allah saje yg dapat mmbalas jasa anda :)

oh mannh, i'm gonna miss all this.
tangkapan malam ini:
TEE JOHO
CAR STICKER JOHO
CD BAND STATIK 

yeyyy ;D


hai, ni mein 



ni lah Add yg klkar sgt tu, Mein dan Dany :)


okay ni Add amik. 
klakar gile die neh.lepas dapat car sticker, trus lah pasang kt kereta.sebab die slalu kacau mein, ni aku kacau die pulak.
"fuyohh, naik kete ngan bodak JOHO lah seyy"
hahah ;D




sedikit suasana di Paso.


okay memang pendek. tanak cakap yg tu lah. three <3, HANIS,MEIN,LINDA


Friendship is something that creates equality and mutuality, not a reward for finding equality or a way of intensifying existing mutuality.




nice design by JOHO

sebab tak bawak camera, amik pakai fon je lah .
Its not about the photos its about the memories :)








Sunday, August 21, 2011

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

writting

berharap dapat menaip lebih banyak. minda yang haus dengan idea-idea baru. bagai tunggul, aku duduk dan membisu. sampai bila haru dibiarkan mati akal ini? jangan dibiarkan terkubur ditelan masa yang tiada henti . biarpun kiamat datang. jangan biarkan ia mati. jangan berhenti. tapi bukankah takdir tuhan bisa menghentikan? jangan berhenti selagi tuhan benarkan kau. maka berfikirlah.


mood: sedang berfikir untuk mencoret sesuatu dalam kelapagan ini
masalah: tiada idea :(

LIVING

we gonna live this life. we do not know what we might face in the future. whatever may comes, we'll face it. so eyes on you future.


:)

Sunday, July 31, 2011

rukun ke tiga.

Selamat berpuasa buat semua hamba Allah. Moga dilimpahi Rahmat bersama. InsyaAllah :) Harap tidak dibiarkan Ramadhan ni berlalu macam tu saja. Walau berkerja, walau bersama keluarga, harap aku tidak meletakkan mu jauh dari hati ,Ya Allah. Amin.



jangan dibiarkan kusam. dan. layu.

pembetulan.

kejuruteraan awam dan sumber alam.
huu? 
takut.
haha :D


Saturday, July 16, 2011

where will i be?

so friends, i'll further my study at Pahang. Fortunately, i got what i dream to be, what i dream to study, civil engineering with environment :) First person to know bout this is surely ibu, followed by family and then all the special person in my life, friends.

big congrate to everybody,. no matter how far u'll be thrown to,  its going to be thing that we call it as experince yah?
so, keep on learning and appreciating. thanks to all teachers in KMM, my ayah and ibu, family, and tutor and friends.


:) bye.

Monday, July 11, 2011

UNTIED ME.

sorry that i can't meet you people. i mean, we can but i sometimes don't have some time. especially for the dumbos. i miss laughing and running and playing with the girls. oh yeah what about arguing facts with the gaga boys? how i miss to listen to the physic lecture. urghh really? for this holiday, wish that i could have a fine holiday with my gilfriends, but i was tied by the boutique task.

oh yup. what is that, bersih bersih? i watched some of the  videos in facebook. what happen to Malaysia nowadays? that seems unfunny people. maybe History subject should be added to every course in Malaysia i guess. then people will appreciate for what people before us had done for our country. u going to guess what happen when Education Department of Malaysia add History in every of IPTA/IPTS course? well don't guess.

i'm currently working in a mall somewhere in jb. this place u can call it as Angsana. You might never heard this mall right? This mall isn't famous anyway. But because it was located near my house, I'm going to make it fame-mouse. haha :D





till then, im working actually. haha. past by to say,
i miss you blog.
someday i'll be back.
back to be a bloggie ;)

:)

Monday, June 13, 2011

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

hello, oscar :)

 

friends, i love this character. not too much, just so so. but its kindda cute. well, i got this little bag when i went to a junk sale with Lina Farhana, Myrull and Shukrie. ( meet julinda and ediph at there). i don't really watch this "Sesame Street Muppets". i just in love with the cute2 thing,and i thing these cartoon figures were cute!  ehrm, i think Oscar is quite nice. there is white and black in him. let's check this out!

Sesame Street’s resident grouch despises anything nice or sweet, especially children who play in front of his trash can. He loves collecting junk, standing in line, arguing, rainy days, and anchovy milk shakes. Oscar is the ultimate pessimist – he’s only happy when he’s miserable. He enjoys yelling at people, especially when he’s telling them to leave him alone. The only problem with this is that when people do leave him alone, there’s nobody left for him to yell at.

Oscar’s grumpiness encourages kids to explore their complete emotional range, even the negative side. Anger and impatience are natural, human responses, and they can have some good purposes. Through Oscar, children learn about respect and tolerance, and they discover that people with different views and lifestyles can still be great friends. Oscar’s soft spot for his pet worm, Slimey, proves that underneath it all, that curmudgeonly green grump is capable of love too.


- some research shows that, what we like is what we are. colors, cartoon. erkk, i suddenly .. am i like Oscar? hahaha :D

Saturday, April 2, 2011

stupid. fool. lame

kenape tipu? dah tau tipu tuh berdose kan? kenape tipu lagi? cakap jelah betul-betul dany oi.
:(


 

i got pen to write. i got words to say. but it just that, i'm not sure just yet . the risk. the future day. the most important is, the inside YOU.

look at them!

hey encik taylor kitsch :)


steven strait! ;)

why? the hairrr
perh kalau curly sket, then pakai headband, ikat blakang,
fuhhhhhhhhhhhh!

:))))

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

you know what people,


A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
 

intan payung <3
 

Monday, March 28, 2011

its in your hand

they wont let you come over here.
its okay.
just stay with what you want to.it just that,
i miss to talk to you,
friend.



Content de te revoir mon ami. Tu m'as beaucoup manqué.

its already empty

like i had thrown everything out. everything.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

you don't have to go here.

i won't blame you. not either her. maybe it was my fault. maybe. so i try to get over you. i even try to start new days with new people. but they all suck. it wasn't the same. it won't be like 7 years before. i miss you, you know? the school, the field, the hight buildings around us. the black car, the rain, the highlands. its a big crashed in my heart. it is. it is a big wound. it is. she, my best friend. i was told that you are gone. i was told that, i was all alone. i was told that, i better move on. i better leave the place where i don't belong. it was all a story. told by an idiot.one who had change my entire life. i learn how to love, i learn how to appreciate things. from you. before, i don't understand why she won't let me come over at the every bloom of roses. after a long time,waiting. the answer is, you still alive.with her.  







why keep thinking bout this dany?
sajee. wasting time :/

Friday, March 25, 2011

mental disorder

 
when the brain feels out of whack
a blown fuse
a hacker's hack
every thought under attack
mental abuse
a suckers suck
all interests seems to lack
colors might as well be black


Thursday, March 24, 2011

bukan berubah




mane ade lain. masih sama.  masih "bergema". cuma, mungkin hormon wanita berubah. hahaha. okay look.. lately, macam dah tak banyak sangat campur orang. why? maybe sebab suasana? atau mungkin sebab orang-orang itu sendiri? i don't know. but one thing for sure is, i can't start any conversation even with a clishe things. huhh. yes this is true because its true people! maybe i was busy in my own world, idk. maybe i was missing something or someone, idk. i keep thinking over things i should not to. why why why? berperang dengan perasaan sendiri, sedangkan sikit hari lagi kene berperang betul-betul dengan exam paper? what the ..? 

maybe i  still in the mood of playing with friend. hey you know what, i really enjoy my last weekend with rafiqah rahman, siti adila, arina basyira and fatimah! they are damn awesomee ;) 
yes, it was the upset-tiest things in the world when i was informed that my class gathering was canceled. but when we arrived Malacca, things turn upside down :) and and and, not to mentioned that, i meet syakila zaharluddin too! well, its not only holiday, its a mission behind holiday!
(*well, shark know whats going on )



still, i don't know where my mood of study and exam fly to. i know this don't seem to be good since the exam is just around the corner. too near too me. 

yes i can see the T-junction from here =,="